This is a really rather important journal. I have yet to say this before but I've said it once in one of
's streams. I'm going to get gastric bypass surgery to help me lose some weight. It's going to be hard because my dad right now is also getting the surgery but the reason he is doing it is because he doesn't want me to feel alone. Today he went in very early in the morning and is possibly already at the hospital.
I myself will not get it until I exit college for summer break, yet I feel nervous/worried and I want to know how my dad is doing. This type of surgery will change our lives on how we eat and my dad had to give up most of his favorite alcoholic drink that he loves. I really do hope that this surgery really does help us and I hope he makes a good recovery.
I myself right now, am just here at home getting ready to go college soon. This is the second time my dad has went to get surgery. His first time was mostly because of a hernia but now he's putting a brave face for me, his son. I'm just... I'm just anxious right now. I mean the reason for this surgery is that I've tried to lose weight before by eating right and exercising yet I've put up the weight again each time.
So yeah once May comes in a few days, I will be going next to get the surgery. Not sure how long it will take to do the surgery but I do know that I may exit the hospital after one day or two. I hope to be on here again after I exit the hospital. Thank you for taking your time to read this. Have a good morning/afternoon/evening/night.